Waiting for You to Fall Asleep. Married for five years, yet we both harbor someone else in our hearts. He has the unattainable first love he pined for, while I mourn the young love that died too soon. We’ve maintained a facade of mutual dignity. Until a woman blocked my carriage in the street and caused a scene, yet he stepped forward to protect her. I just found it laughable—you have to know, I wasn't exactly someone to be trifled with back then.